No one can go anywhere but LOVE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=haUYU037UmI
Today could be an experence special one.
The baby died on my hand.
She was just ill and had severe problems and killed her life.
Her father and mother felt down extremely and can't help themselves.
When Dr. Shue explained condition, his brother was putting his hand and pressing on his(the baby's father's) shoulder
I could extremely felt fully LOVE between them even I stood in front of them
I know how to be a good nurse: strong enough, pretend it's Ok to handle the baby
But I totally softened because of their LOVE, supportic care and body language.
I cried not only for the baby's died but also for this kind of situation that tought me plenty of things.
Thanks God, thanks baby Yi-Zu, thanks the whole families and Dr. Shue.
I appreciate that I've learnd keep families' mind peacefully and I have a gentle spirit.
Good night my little angel.

有一位小孩死在我的手中
但是我很安心他能安心的走了
本來死亡在我們身邊常常可見的
已經習以為常
所以 們總是扮演著堅強的護士的腳色
假裝我們可以handle這各垂危的孩子
可是這孩子父母親很脆弱
他們承受不了打擊
他們擁有非常強的家庭支持
他的大哥總是在 身邊用堅定的手臂環著弟弟的肩膀
站在他們面前我突然感受到他們強大的愛的力量
所以我開始覺得軟化心中的那一道牆
覺得愛讓他們有力量
於是我也開始想要多挽留駐孩子的生命
可是奈何生命就是來的容易去的也容易
最讓我深刻印象的事
是許大夫他的主治醫師
握著爸爸的手
跟他說著孩子已經努力等等等
在孩子終於稱不下去的時候
堅定的說 孩子離開了
那一刻我也哭了
覺得一位醫師可以做到握著家屬的手像親人一樣的對待
讓我非常欽佩
可是也要扮演好醫師的職責
宣判孩子的離開
那很不簡單
雖然我不是父母親
卻可以全然感受到他的支持跟堅定的態度讓我不會害怕
不會害怕接下來會遇到的事情
讓我上了一課
這各家庭跟孩子 一整件事情
有時候病人要的不一定是醫治
有時候是一種安心的感覺